Really? So not the week I wanted, needed or expected. At least I got to have lunch with my favorite person.

How do let someone go that you haven't seen for 7 years? My feelings for this person were a reason my marriage was almost destroyed 6 years ago (I've only been married 6.5 years).

All I wanted from him 10 years ago was love. I wanted him to act upon his effusively professed feelings. If he loved me so much, why didn't he do what he needed to be with me? Instead, he chose to keep me secret and for all intents, be ashamed of me.

Why am I even thinking about this? I have no intention of doing anything that would hurt my family.  I don't nkow if I'm looking for something that I'm lacking or if its really *him* that I miss.